Well...

Um, my back is worse.

That is, worse than it's ever been.
Ever.
In my history of back pain.

Honestly, I'm now at a loss of what to do about it. All I'm really doing is putting a heat patch on every day and then, nothing makes it feel better. So... don't expect very many videos. Like I said, Allison's birthday video and my Christmas video are probably all I can pop out this month.

Actually, that's a lie. Maybe those will be late too. Because now, something's come up, and I'm dropping everything to work on a new video.

As a lot of you might know, we lost a dear friend on Sunday. Maddie (Pokeycookiex3) died in a car accident. I didn't know her very well, but I was in a few studios with her and she was one of the sweetest people I've ever met. I'm taking it pretty hard myself, so I can't imagine how the people who were really close to her must feel like right now. I'm dumping all projects right now and making a video for her, because she deserves that. I've looked on her page a few times and I've noticed people are unsubscribing to her. I don't think I could ever do that. Maybe I'm just hoping it's all a misunderstanding and she'll upload something saying, "Sorry for the accident! I'm alright!" Maybe I just don't have the heart to press that button. I don't know anymore.

Anyway, I'm making a dedicatin video to her with all her friends in it. Once again, I don't know how many people read this, if any. But I have to say something. I'll miss her. I don't care if it kills me, I will finish a full video for her.

Visit her page and leave a note or something. Somebody will read it. A family member, a friend, anyone. They'll feel the warmth of your comments.

For people I know in real life - I don't know if I'll be as "Thalia-ish" as I normally am because I've been really thrown off-guard. I don't want to talk about it, because every time I mention it at all, I start to cry. Um, so... I want to apologize ahead of time for my probably-going-to-be non-talkative behavior. I'm just... drained. Physically, and now emotionally.

Plus, there's some family stuff going on right now that I'd rather not mention to anyone. But, that's been bugging me. I won't go into real detail on it right now, but if it gets worse, I'll let you guys know. Considering it could seriously effect my behavior. I just don't know right now.

PS - If you knew Maddie and were friends with her, drop me a note and let me know what character you'd like to be represented by in her video. I already have a few that are taken, and I'll let you know if that person's been assigned already.

Thanks.

Just keep breathing,
Thalia

Featured Song:
Never Be the Same - RED - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6IQ4GYm2o&feature=PlayList&p=96FED385F1A3F297&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=2

Featured Art:
http://monislawa.deviantart.com/art/Forever-In-Uncertainty-146948578

Featured Video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=12XMXRn0yYM
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Links for people/groups/videos/music I've mentioned:

http://www.youtube.com/user/TearWorkshop
http://www.youtube.com/user/Pokeycookiex3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6IQ4GYm2o&feature=PlayList&p=96FED385F1A3F297&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=2
http://monislawa.deviantart.com/art/Forever-In-Uncertainty-146948578
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=12XMXRn0yYM